Here it is, Wednesday. Know what I like about Wednesday? It is in the middle. I like middle. It seems safe. I like balance. When my life is out of balance, I feel distorted, like I am not really me. I know my ‘”status” does not define who I am or what I am capable of; but I sure like “in a relationship”. It seems safe and balanced. Now that my relationship has been broken, I need to find a new spot on the scale – looking for balance. That spot will be my space and only mine. No one, ever again, will take it away or make it unbearable. I know it is important to love myself and be comfortable with who I am – right now, at this time, in this space. That, I think, is the most important step. As always, it begins with me. Healing, moving forward, making my space, achieving my goals – my responsibility. I accept this. That is an important step too. No one can “fix” me. Only I can do that. It may mean a new way of thinking and doing, but I am capable. Change is always challenging, but it is also growth. I am ready to grow. Anyone else with me?